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  I let the tip of my index finger slowly and softly rub over my clit while I took my other hand and tugged on my nipple. I closed my eyes tightly and imagined Austin's large frame climbing into my clawfoot tub. In my daydream, he was sitting behind me with one hand working my breast and the other expertly rubbing my clit. My head was resting against his shoulder as his hand moved down to allow two of his fingers to push inside of me. He was whispering in my ear and I was coming undone. Within a few seconds, I was snapped out of my daydream as I came hard against my own hand. I started to come down from the high, thinking that if this man could make me come that fast in a daydream, what was he capable of in real life? I stayed in the tub until the water got too cold, shaving my legs and all of the other important parts, then I got out and wrapped myself in a towel. The clock said it was 5:30 already, so I went to my room to start to prepare for the night.

  It had been so long since I had been on a real date that I could feel the nervous energy in the air around me. I covered every inch of my body in my signature sexy lotion. Then I pulled on my black lace boy shorts and matching bra that left nothing to the imagination. Even if I didn't do anything with Austin, at least I would feel extra sexy knowing what was under my clothes.

  Since I didn't know where he was taking me, I decided that jeans and black tank top with a plunging neckline were my best bet. Since he was so tall, I was able to put on some wedge sandals that made my feet look small and my legs look long. I added small silver hoop earrings and a long necklace with a black stone that hung just in between my breasts. I left my hair a little wild and wavy, taking just a little time to straighten my bangs. This was as good as it got for me, and I felt damn sexy.

  By the time I was done getting ready, the clock said 6:55, and I heard a knock on the door. That's when the reality of the situation set in. I was about to go on my first real date since Mason. Would I compare everything he said and did to Mason? Would he take me somewhere we used to go? If he kissed me again, would I still imagine Mason's mouth on mine? I finally snapped myself out of it and realized that the only way to find out was to go out with Austin, and to not hold anything back. I couldn't back out now, and I certainly didn't need another night filled with me crying on the couch watching sappy movies.

  I made my way downstairs slowly so that I didn't fall and I didn't seem desperate. I could see the outline of his tall body behind the tinted glass of my front door and I felt butterflies that I thought might have flown away for good. I took a deep breath and opened the door. I couldn't help but smile when I saw that he was holding a small bouquet of various wild flowers in his hand. He was wearing his black cowboy hat with a blue plaid button down shirt. His jeans were just tight enough, and he had black cowboy boots on his feet. He had trimmed up his goatee, and I could smell whatever delicious scent he had on from where I was standing. It sounds ridiculous, but he honestly took my breath away and stole my words for a second.

  "Damn, Jamie, if I wasn't a true gentleman, I would tell you all of the things you have me thinking and feeling just by seeing you standing there in that outfit. You are beautiful. Damn gorgeous. Lucky me!"

  "Oh stop. I look just like any other girl. I might have gone the extra mile for you tonight. I didn't want to embarrass you if you took me out on the town."

  I was secretly melting from his sweet words. His eyes were telling me that his mouth wasn't lying. I wanted to wrap my hands around his, pull him inside, and stay in for the night.

  "The only people who are going to be embarrassed are the men who will not get to have you and get a glare when I catch them staring at my gorgeous date. You ready, babe?"

  "Yes, sir. Just let me grab my purse."

  I grabbed my little black purse and locked the front door. He took me by the hand and helped me down the front steps. When we reached his black Chevy Silverado, he not only opened the door, but he also helped me climb up inside. The interior was leather and smelled like Austin. I put my seatbelt on while he climbed into the driver's seat. He reached over and put some country music on his iPod. "Crash My Party" blasted through the truck and a smile spread wide across Austin's face as I started singing along. He reached his hand across the seat and placed it on my knee. Warmth immediately spread through my body to all the right places. No one had made me feel that since Mason and, while it terrified me, I liked it.

  "So where are you taking me?"

  I was feeling a little bit distracted from the feeling of his large hand resting comfortably on my knee. I could feel the heat through my jeans.

  "You'll see, gorgeous. Don't worry. Let me take care of everything tonight."

  "I'll try. It's been a while since anyone even made an effort with me, so I'll just appreciate that. Plus, it doesn't hurt that you look hot." My cheeks flushed red as I realized what I had just said.

  "I'm hot, huh? Well thank you, darlin, but from the heat I feel touching your leg, I think you're the hot one. As far as I can tell, any man who walks away from you has to have something wrong with his brain."

  He smiled is his sweet, sexy way, and I found myself starting to relax in his presence. I needed to let go and have fun, I realized, even if it was only for one night.

  The evening stretched out before us as he drove toward the next town over. I sat back and continued to sing along to the country music that was blasting through his truck. I knew my cheeks were flushed and I didn't care. When we reached the next town, he kept driving right through. About 15 minutes later, he pulled into an unfamiliar parking lot that was filled with cars. There was music blaring from inside and people dressed in hats and boots were all over. The smell of fried food made my stomach growl. Austin expertly maneuvered the truck into a parking spot, turned it off, and hopped out. In a matter of seconds, he was opening my door. He held out his hand to help me out.

  "Wow, I guess chivalry isn't dead."

  I was impressed, but I was still nervous, so my words came out in the middle of a giggle. I took his hand and hopped out of the truck. He kept my hand in his as we made our way to the place that was called "Rusty's." As we got closer, people started calling out greetings to Austin. I noticed the way some of the other women looked at him, and I felt self-conscious when I saw how beautiful some of them were. Then he surprised me by putting an arm around my waist and pulling me close to his side, the universal sign for "She's with me and I want everyone to know." That made me feel much better.

  When we stepped through the door, I felt like I was walking into a scene from "Urban Cowboy." Almost every man in the place had a hat on, and there was a band playing real country music. Off to the right of the dance floor, there was a restaurant area with some booths, and to the left, there was a large wooden bar. The place was completely packed with people, which surprised me since it was only 8:00 pm.

  "Let's go get something to eat so you're ready for me to take you out on that dance floor. They have great food here."

  "Sounds great. I'm starving. Obviously, as you can see, I like to eat. You don't get a voluptuous body like this from eating salad and working out."

  He grabbed me by my hips and pulled me close to him.

  "I like every inch of your body, and I plan to become very familiar with it as soon as you'll let me. You're the most beautiful girl in here, so don't get yourself thinking that my eyes will wander at all."

  He leaned down and gave me a quick kiss then led me to a booth in the back. There were yellow laminated menus on the table. An older woman came to the table who obviously knew Austin and she took our drink orders. We both ordered a beer and I was surprised when they were delivered in mason jars. I ordered a chicken sandwich with some fries, and Austin had a burger. We were done within a few minutes, and when I tried to take out money for the check, he grabbed the bill and paid for all of it. As soon as it was paid, he grabbed my hand and pulled me out onto the crowded dance floor.

  The music was fast and, while I could dance, I did not know how to two-step like the other couples on the floor. Austin held me firml
y in his arms and I tried my best to follow his lead. I felt like a little girl again when I used to whirl around the floor on my father's feet.

  "Relax, baby. Just let your feet take over and don't think too hard. You're doing great. You're a natural."

  I took his advice and let myself go. His smile was genuine and it showed in his eyes. His grip on my hand and my waist was firm and I couldn't help but smile back at him. When the song ended and a slow one started, Austin pulled me real close and started swaying us in slow circles around the dance floor. I was surprised when I heard a low, sweet voice singing to me in my ear. I pulled away a little bit and looked at him.

  "You are full of surprises, aren't you? You have a sweet voice."

  "You haven't even begun to see what I can do, Jamie. Feeling you this close to me makes me want to take you and leave right now. Your eyes, your hair, your hips, your smile. You're driving me crazy without even trying. I don't think you have any idea how beautiful you are. I feel like the luckiest guy ever tonight."

  I felt tears sting my eyes at his words. It had been so long since anyone said I was beautiful, but I was making a fool of myself by letting him see how much he was affecting me.

  "You're so sweet, Austin. You're making me feel things I didn't think I ever would again. Plus, you're such a gentleman. And the fact that you can sing and dance makes me crazy."

  "You deserve to have someone who wants to make you smile. I can make you do a lot of other good things, if you'll let me."

  I didn't answer. Instead I let him know how I felt by nestling my face in his neck and singing along with him. I was caught up in the music, his smell, the feeling of his hand right above my ass. If this night never ended, I would be fine with it.

  When the song did finally end, he leaned down and pressed his lips to mine. I didn't hesitate to open my mouth and let my tongue move with his. I knew we were surrounded by people, but I didn't care. I wanted to get lost in him and let him take control of me, even if it was only for one night. The kiss deepened, and I pressed my body into him.

  "Girl, if you keep pressing against me like this, I am going to pick you up and take you home right now."

  "Maybe that's what I want you to do."

  I kissed him again, but after a few seconds, he pulled away. He took my hand and without another word, led me out to the parking lot. I followed him without a second thought. I had a feeling I knew what was going to happen, and I was ready for it. He opened my door for me and helped me back up into the truck. In a matter of seconds, he was in the truck and backing out of the space. He reached over and gently pulled me into the middle seat right next to him.

  I was feeling brave, so I pressed my lips to his neck, gently licking and sucking. Then I put my hand on his inner thigh, dangerously close to the spot that I knew would drive him crazy. Austin reached over and slid his hand down the front of my sweater, letting himself ease inside my bra. When I felt him tease my nipple, I cried out a little bit. It had been so long, and his big hands could hold an entire breast with ease.

  "Jamie, I can't wait long enough to get you all the way back to your house. Mine is five minutes away. I'm taking you there. Is that okay?"

  "I'm fine with that. I feel slutty doing this, but I don't want to wait either."

  "There is nothing slutty about you wanting to feel satisfied. I can't wait to get those clothes off of you."

  I suddenly felt a little bit shy about letting him see all of me. I was tan, which helped, but I still hesitated to let anyone see my stomach. He seemed into me, though, so I knew I needed to put on a brave face.

  We pulled into the driveway of a small, white house within a few minutes. He was at my side again, pulling me down out of the truck. Before I ever landed on the ground, he pushed me back against the seat, pulled my sweater down, and put a nipple in his mouth. I cried out and ran my fingers through his dark hair.

  "Christ, Jamie, I can't control myself around you. Let's get you inside so I can taste you."

  He fixed my sweater and led me to the front door. He unlocked it, pulled me inside, and flipped the light on. He kissed me hard, and I felt wetness pool between my legs. Grabbing the hem of my sweater, he pulled it over my head, revealing my black lace bra. Then he undid my pants and pushed them to the floor. I was standing in front of him almost completely exposed, covered only in black lace. He just stood there looking at me, and I wanted to cover up. I started to wrap my arms around myself, but he grabbed my wrists.

  "Don't you dare cover up. You look so fucking hot, Jamie. Perfect. I wouldn't change a damn thing."

  He didn't waste any more time talking. He took my hand and pulled me with him up the stairs and into what I assumed was his bedroom. It was painted a neutral beige and there were dark blue accents. He pulled me to him and started kissing me, letting his hands knead my ass and pushing me against him. He was so tall that I had to get on my toes to kiss him, but I loved it.

  He took off his shirt and I could see that he was built like a real man. Strong and sturdy, with some hair on his chest. His stomach was a little round, but it looked great to me. I bit my lip as I watched him undress. He unbuckled his belt and unbuttoned his pants. Pulling them off, he now stood before me in just boxer briefs and there was no hiding the evidence of his arousal.

  "Wow, Austin. I had a feeling there was something good under there, but I had no idea it was this good. You're hot."

  I moved closer and ran my index finger from the center of his chest down past his belly button. Then I traced the waistband of his boxers very lightly, feeling him flinch under my touch.

  "Jamie, if you keep doing that, I'm gonna push you right up against that wall and take you for mine. Just looking at you got me hard and now I'm rock hard. You're so fucking sexy, baby."

  He grabbed my hand in his and pulled it up to his mouth. He took the index finger I was using to tease him and put it in his mouth, licking and sucking it. My eyes closed and my lips parted slightly as a tremor went through me. This man knew exactly what he was doing.

  He started kissing me and gently guiding me backwards toward the bed. When the backs of my legs hit the bed, he pushed me backward until I was laying down. I propped myself up and removed my bra, letting my full breasts fall free under his watchful eye. At a 40DD, I had more than enough to show off, and his hands reached for them greedily.

  "Look at these gorgeous tits. Baby, I want to taste every sweet inch of you."

  He pulled my left breast to his lips and started to suck gently on the nipple while his hand continued to work the right one, then he switched. After a couple of minutes, he pulled away, and his hands moved to my waist. He grabbed the top of my black lace boy shorts and pulled them down. He threw them across the room and pushed my knees apart.

  Starting at my toes, he began to lick and suck them. Then ran his tongue along the arch of my foot, sending shivers up my legs. His tongue then started up my leg until he reached my knee. From there he planted kisses all the way up my thigh until he got to the part right before my sweet spot. He concentrated his efforts there, sucking and licking me. Suddenly, I felt his hot breath very close to where I wanted him the most. He leaned in and placed a soft kiss on my clit, and I almost jumped off the bed from the contact.

  "Look how wet you already are, Jamie. You smell so good, and your pussy looks absolutely delicious."

  He didn't give me a chance to respond before his tongue swirled over my clit. I could tell he had done this many times before because he knew just where to concentrate and just how fast to move. I could barely breathe from the pleasure I was already experiencing and he had just begun. When I thought it couldn't get any better, he slid one of his large fingers inside of me and curled it so that he could massage that dangerously tempting spot.

  "Austin! Fuck, yes. Please don't stop. It's been so long. I need you. I need this. Oh my god. I can barely breathe."

  This seemed to give him some incentive to work harder because he slid a second finger in me and started sucking on my
clit with just enough pressure. I could feel the wetness leaking out of me as he worked me over. The feeling was overwhelming, and I kept trying to pull my legs closed, but he kept them open. I felt myself starting to lose it as he worshipped my pussy. Giving me everything I needed and more. Within seconds, I couldn't hold back anymore.

  "Oh god! Yes! I'm coming, Austin. Yes, baby, I'm coming!"

  My hips rose up off the bed and my hands were clawing at the sheets. He didn't stop until my body wasn't shaking anymore and I could breathe again. He climbed over me and kissed my lips, letting me taste myself on him.

  "I just about came myself watching you and listening to you. Jamie, you are a sight. And you taste so fucking good. If you were mine, I'd do that at least once a day."

  "You have one talented mouth, Austin. Now I want to return the favor."

  I pushed on his chest until he was standing, and I got up. Then I had him sit on the edge of the bed and I knelt down in between his knees. I found the top of his boxers and gave them a tug so he would know I wanted them off. When his cock sprang free, I was impressed. It was at least nine inches long and plenty thick.

  I pooled some saliva in my mouth then let it drip onto the head of his cock while I held him firmly at the base. I let it roll down the side and then followed with my tongue, licking up one side and down the other. There was a long vein bulging from one side, and I licked that too. He tasted salty and his skin was so smooth. I moved down further and sucked one of his balls into my mouth, and then did the same with the other. Finally, I closed my mouth over the head and sucked him all the way in, letting him hit the back of my throat. Then I placed one hand at the base of his shaft and started working him while I sucked hard on the head. He was moaning my name and pushing his cock up into my mouth.

  "Fuck, Jamie. You suck my cock so good!"

  He moved my hair out of the way so he could watch me taste him. I continued giving him the best that I had until he suddenly pulled me off of him and switched places with me. He had me lay on my back and move up the bed so that I was on the pillows. There was a hunger in his eyes that I hadn't seen in so long. As he hovered over me, I opened my legs and anticipated what was to come.